I am pissed because our summer is booked. Every weekend from now until August is done. I am leaving this Saturday for NY for a week for work and a wedding, I get back and go to a Bachelor party the following weekend, Then my brother in laws wedding then a planned vacation. And I know this sounds like a good life but I cant take the xx anywhere I go. I will miss her. I have to go riding this week but it is supposed to rain all week. I am going anyway. I have found myself just riding into the back yard to just stare at it because I know I will be away for a while. Is this sad?